Sometimes, mostly late at night, I think to myself: holy shit we have two babies! Sometimes, usually in the middle of the day, I say my now familiar phrase that makes my husband laugh: Hey Honey, remember that one time when we brought two babies home?
We spent years saving, months planning, and it cost us a great deal over six figures of cash to get two babies under our roof, and now they are here under our roof. We are so lucky, so blessed. It's unbelievable and unfamiliar. Currently we are living in the sweet and sleepy haze of fatherhood.
We were planning to induce at 37 weeks and 2 days on Monday, March 21, but the twins arrived at 35 weeks and zero days. We lived an I Love Lucy version of the twins' arrival. It was such a ridiculous series of goofy events.
Around 2:30 AM on Saturday, March 5 my buzzing cell phone woke me up from my warm bed in Dallas, Texas. I reached over on the bedside table to grab my phone; as soon as I saw our surrogate's husband's name on the caller ID I immediately yelled the "F" word and set up in bed.
Our surrogate's husband was so causal and calm wishing me a good morning and other niceties when I heard our surrogate yell three words: "my water broke!" Our surrogate's husband encouraged us to get in the car and get to Austin very quickly.
The thing is...we weren't ready for the "my water broke" phone call. We were planning to spend the weekend getting the Go Bag and car seats ready. It took us an hour to get out the door. We were packing baby bags, we were packing our bags, we were running upstairs and down stairs and throwing all kinds of stuff into the car. In the crazy excitement Matt Damon emptied his bladder on the vintage rug - I had to at least clean that up...I'd never left a stain behind in my life. I was on autopilot. We were just running around upstairs, downstairs, into the garage. Chaos.
We stopped loading the car when we ran out of room in the car. We took off. But our car was sitting on empty. We had to stop and fill up. We took off again. Remember, we weren't ready. (Are you ever ready for babies?) Later, when I analyzed the contents of the car I found an opened box of fruit loops and an unopened large bag of tortilla chips. I told you it was chaos.
My husband zoomed to Austin, and when we were about thirty minutes out of town we got the text that our surrogate was headed to the OR. My husband zoomed faster - we were going 90 MPH with our flashers flashing and hoping we didn't have to explain our speeding self to a cop if we got pulled over. We didn't get pulled over. (They system works.) After we exited the freeway we ran stop lights and sent texts to our surrogate's husband at every intersection to report our play-by-play. He was excellent at managing us.
Our surrogate made everyone wait for us. She refused to push until we arrived, something I will forever cherish.
We ran into the hospital where two nurses were waiting for us; they helped us get dressed for the OR: overall body suit, cap, shoe covers, and face mask. We were running to the OR while putting on our masks, and we bust into the OR where a team of a dozen people were waiting for us. These strangers knew our names because our surrogate had been telling stories about us to help pass the time/delay the push. Two minutes after arriving into the OR my husband was cutting the umbilical cord for our daughter. As soon as they pulled her out, before they could weigh her, she peed everywhere. This made me laugh. Our son went breach, his sack had not broken, and he arrived all blue and gray 13 minutes after his sister. Nurses started asking me questions, but I could not speak. I literally could not make my mouth work. My speech was paralyzed, and it was terrifying. Luckily, my husband knows I don't speak when stressed and he answered the questions. Go team!
Tears were flowing. People were congratulating us. It was wonderful. We were fathers of two screaming babies. My husband went with our son to the NICU. I went with our daughter to a labour and delivery room. She breast fed, met our surrogate's children and husband, and then something happened (her body temperature was low, her breathing was heavy) and the nurses called to get her admitted to the NICU too. Up we went to join my son and husband. My husband's parents were there too.
Our children were born on a Saturday and checked out on Wednesday. Our surrogate knew how to grow healthy babies that were ready for this world at 35 weeks and zero days.
We have two babies!